[He knows he fucked up, but he isn't sure how....]

Look, I... it's an old debate, I know, I just... I can't imagine living like that, knowing that God really is just in it to... to play with people like a kid with toy soldiers.

[He hasn't even been here 24 hours and he's already having some kind of crisis of faith, this has to be some sort of speed record!]

I'm sorry. It's different where I'm from, and I didn't know.