I know. But I don't think this will fade anytime soon. I've never been drawn to anyone before, closeness and intimacy meant nothing to me. Maybe it's because I lost my family so young. But even as a child, I never had the same silly crushes the others did. This might've been my one chance, and it's gone.

[This poor boy doesn't understand the concept of demisexuality. One of the perils of growing up in a medieval society.]