There's a high, strange animalistic noise coming from somewhere, she thinks maybe her throat, and everything is still burning. It's hard to breathe, there's no way she can speak.
She has to remember - she can't just lie here she has to tell them -
Tell them what, that she saw someone else who thought she had it all figured out die horribly, and that she knows now she will too? That there's no hope? The machine, was it even possible to tell what that was? If it wasn't there wasn't any point to this, there's just pain, someone else's broken heart and broken will and broken body and she can't move she can't move and she needs to get out of here they can't stay they can't they can't they can't -
All this, to say that yes, it is visible to any onlooker that yes, something is wrong, and it was a very good idea indeed that she do this already laid flat.]
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Charlotte's eyes are open, but she can't move.
There's a high, strange animalistic noise coming from somewhere, she thinks maybe her throat, and everything is still burning. It's hard to breathe, there's no way she can speak.
She has to remember - she can't just lie here she has to tell them -
Tell them what, that she saw someone else who thought she had it all figured out die horribly, and that she knows now she will too? That there's no hope? The machine, was it even possible to tell what that was? If it wasn't there wasn't any point to this, there's just pain, someone else's broken heart and broken will and broken body and she can't move she can't move and she needs to get out of here they can't stay they can't they can't they can't -
All this, to say that yes, it is visible to any onlooker that yes, something is wrong, and it was a very good idea indeed that she do this already laid flat.]