My husband and brother in law insisted I learn how to defend myself without magic and I'm glad they did. However, I can assure you that if we get out of this alive, Jonathan and I already have agreed we're removing our memories of my death. It's not knowledge we are better for having and I think it would be better if I could get a fresh start with Akira instead of seeing him through a lens of distrust because I've seen two versions of him kill. For now I'll stay away from him unless we're forced to be together and I will have Jonathan with me when that occurs.