It's not as easy as that. The Akira at the Base told us about how these games work based on his experience at the Mall and that we shouldn't fall for their motives and we should try to find a way to escape before anyone dies. He was useful and everyone trusted him and looked up to him as a leader with experience.

And then he's the first one to kill. I'd not even fault him for taking the motive, he had good intentions. It was his method for killing that was terrible and I know Jonathan was horrified by what he saw because he still has nightmares of it and reacts poorly if I'm not there when he wakes up. I know I'm broken and all these voices don't help when I can't deny what they say.

Maybe if we can break this control somehow I may be able to stay calmer around him? I think without the constant "don't trust him" voice I could do better.