She knew she was going to end her ordinary life, so I don't see how you can decide she needed a couple more days, but okay.

Explain just one thing to me, then. If this entire painful trial wasn't about you. And you also weren't interested in the motive.

Why not explain yourself to the others right away? They said last week, they would have completely understood if you tortured to death the man who killed your boyfriend. Estelle Bright even said she most deeply hates killers who lie. Why force Karma Akabane to drag it out of you?