It's mine, but that would be expected of a performer like myself. Still, I prefer to make my plans with a lofty goal and then account for all possible things that could go wrong and how to handle them. In the last trial I broke so much because it was falling outside of my expected plans and let my fear of dying overcome me. If I have a good plan, I can't fear the unknown if I've considered it and come up with a way to handle it.