I'm - I didn't - I didn't know about most of that, I -

[It's rather like he was just struck by a piece of that heavy glass, or perhaps by what those containers hold. Jonathan actually reels back, catching his balance only because he was taught to, not out of any conscious effort. He'd be fine with falling backwards onto tile right now. It'd hurt about the same, send his mind in just as many shattered directions.]

Look, I knew she wasn't okay but I didn't know she went that far! I thought the doll was it, I... know it's not worth anything, but I'm sorry. But the hell you mean about other worlds' bad news?