[ His expression falters -- Goro's making it... difficult to hide behind that mask.

The hand in the detective's hand actually trembles for a split second, and then he tugs the hand closer resting it in his lap, interlocking their fingers for a moment. After glancing around to ensure they're still alone, he slowly lowers his head down to rest his forehead on Goro's shoulder. ]

... I know it's best not to. [ His voice then raises for just a moment. ] But neither of them deserved to die!

[ A quiet sound slips from his throat. ]

... All I've ever wanted to do was save people, yet--... [ He's gritting his teeth, a hint of bitterness entering his voice. ] ...

[ He doesn't finish that sentence. Instead, he forces a slow, even exhale. Damn it... pull it together... He needs to pull it together!!! He slowly lifts his hand, loosening his grip on Goro's hand -- he hadn't realized he tightened it to an almost bruising level. If the detective needs to pull his hand away, he'll be able to without resistance. ]

I'm sorry... [ He stares at the floor now. ] ...which part do you mean?