[ It doesn't matter how many times she repeats the words. The Shiny Rod isn't in her hands and it never will be again. She doesn't even have her wand. All she can do is watch as the cat-like creatures tear Akechi apart. She can't heal him. She can't fix this. But she wants, so badly, to do nothing but that. Her hands grip the podium as much as she can do such a thing, tears roll down her face, and she keeps screaming the sixth word, over and over and over.
Her voice goes hoarse.
Goro Akechi is dead. One of the people that mattered to her is dead again and she couldn't do anything to save him. She's a useless waste of a space and a useless terrible person and god, how is she ever going to face Atsuko after all of this?
When the door finally opens, Ursula stumbles through it. She... she needs to be alone, for a bit. Since Kurama and Akira are okay, at least she can go break down in some amount of safety. ]
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[ It doesn't matter how many times she repeats the words. The Shiny Rod isn't in her hands and it never will be again. She doesn't even have her wand. All she can do is watch as the cat-like creatures tear Akechi apart. She can't heal him. She can't fix this. But she wants, so badly, to do nothing but that. Her hands grip the podium as much as she can do such a thing, tears roll down her face, and she keeps screaming the sixth word, over and over and over.
Her voice goes hoarse.
Goro Akechi is dead. One of the people that mattered to her is dead again and she couldn't do anything to save him. She's a useless waste of a space and a useless terrible person and god, how is she ever going to face Atsuko after all of this?
When the door finally opens, Ursula stumbles through it. She... she needs to be alone, for a bit. Since Kurama and Akira are okay, at least she can go break down in some amount of safety. ]